never act on your intrusive thoughts because my brother just had a baby but the day it was born he asked me if I wanted to hold it so I said yes and was super excited but the moment I picked up that baby the first thought in my brain was I wonder how far I could throw it so immediately I told my brother to take the baby back but he asked why and I couldn’t tell him the real reason so he was like you just started holding him hold him for a little while longer so now I was freaking out because the