have to put a gun in my head to say sing No I don’t want to sing No I loved it I loved it I loved it I love I love trying I love trying because it’s a it’s an expression that I’ve not I’m not used to and it’s a great exercise to really Let Yourself Go in a way that only singers know how to do and I admire so much every singer because I mean good singer it’s uh it’s an expression of freedom and how to connect with the soul and let that thing take shape on in the air no I I’m not at that level but I mean just the exercising of trying so is so librating