the one thing I thought I could always count on was my hometown we don’t have a HomeTown seven of my family lost everything and I lost an uncle in it well I’ve been in counseling for over a year and I think I got the most out of the horses in 2 days the connection with the horses is different than connecting with machines and human like a big teddy bear he doesn’t even move he just lets you lean on him doesn’t even run away like now I can feel myself healing because somebody’s at least letting me you know lean on I think it’s the strength of the horse I mean just their massive muscle they could they can hurt people you know but they’re so gentle