I’d say in the last couple years I’ve been pretty clear sighted and it’s been very in Good Fortune it’s been very obvious that things I work on it was more like early on I somebody this in an interview the other day but really when I had shot call me by her name and Beautiful Boy and neither of them had come out yet and I feel like there was a period where especially cuz financially I wasn’t you know whatever and uh and I feel like I had the patience for whatever reason to not do some things I could have done and now I’m very grateful not that I would have would ever been embarrassed or something but I feel like I had to wear with all even if you know there were other voices in my ear um it’s hard to do when you’re younger yeah kind of just going off shooting from the hip mhm yeah