Dear Diary Dear Diary I’ve been searching For a higher me I’m in the sky In pilot’s seat Trying to stop my mind From spiraling And that’s irony That’s irony I’m just looking For a resolution I just wanna be a Better human But it’s hard when Everybody’s acting stupid Pardon me If that came off rude I just have A bad attitude With the world And not just with you It’s the side effects Of abuse I admit I’m a little strange I don’t think that I’ll ever change I survived A whole life of pain You could say I Escaped My Fate I’m a cynical Egotistical Unpredictable Hardened criminal And I could be a little Hypocritical But I’ll admit it Straight to your face I’m unbreakable Irreplaceable Undeniably Inspirational I used everything I had available To make me the person I am today Dear Diary Dear Diary I just had Another wild dream I was in a world That admired me And when I woke up I was smiling And that’s irony That’s irony You talk a lot but You don’t even know me I’m just hoping That my testimony Will inspire ya’ll To stop acting phony Pardon me If that came off weird I don’t mean To be mean I swear I have been through A lot this year I just wanna Make a few things clear I don’t like it When people hate Behind my back And not to my face Nowadays it just Feels so fake So I’ll cut the grass To expose the snakes I’m unstoppable It’s impossible You don’t wanna see the Diabolical Side of me That never stops It’s volatile So I suggest you stay In Your Lane I’m unapologetic You know where it’s headed I will never ever Let up off the pedal I got the spirit of Every warrior in me ever So back the fuck up Get Out My Face You enslave the labor And you praise the fascist You kiss the hand That takes half in taxes Faking outrage And being seen A generation With no self esteem It’s time to rise up And stand against them Break the chains And finally see the vision We’re post traumatic From a broken system Follow me into the Chaos engine It’s time to stand It’s time to fight Don’t be afrai