I mean the secret is to just follow your heart of course like there are decisions that my team and other people believe that I should make but if my heart is in one place I have to follow what my heart wants and and I feel like I’ve I was I was programmed this way I don’t know I don’t know if I came this way from the factory I have no idea but I it’s almost like if if I don’t if my heart isn’t into it you’re not really going to get all of me and because I’m also very add I suffer from a lot of anxiety so when I’m fully engaged 120 send it’s just customary to you know like it’s just the customary amount of Labor and sacrifice that you put into something you love