I thought that uh I let uh all the Spanish people down a little bit in in in in some way you know uh I I know that the a lot of or the most Spanish people uh were waiting for for my gold medal uh but uh you know and myself as well I I worked for it I I went for it and it couldn’t happen so that’s why I got emotional at the end because uh yeah uh kinds of uh yeah I couldn’t make I yeah I couldn’t make all the Spanish people proud but uh you know thinking about that moment he was really close at the end of the of uh of the match uh I I couldn’t I couldn’t think the things clearly uh and that that’s why I I got emotional at the end but