I love being a mom and I pinch myself every day that I get to be his mom so I knew I always wanted to be a mother but I don’t think I really understood the amount of love that you could have for this tiny human being and the amount of responsibility that you feel innately just to have it tests me in a lot of ways and a lot of times I feel inadequate but when I see him grow and learn or have new little milestones those fulfilling moments top some of my best dance career moments honestly it’s just like little wins every day that are so magical um so it’s it’s really been a blessing to be a mom