I think by by heart I’ve naturally been a rebel Ever since I was young and so when everybody’s going left I want to go right and I think that being a disruptor is about having the bravery and the courage to be different even when people won’t get it thank God they do now and I’ll tell you what you’ve you mentioned you’ve known who you’ve wanted to be and who you are for such a long time at what point did that come has it always been there and when did you know this is the direction I want to be doing this is the music I want to put out and this is who I am I don’t think that it took me some time to develop my confidence and get an idea of who I am but I think I realized over and over again that I’m most happiest when I am behaving and Performing as if nobody is around who are you when you’re alone and that’s how I live my life