you didn’t want kids where are you on kids now uh I I don’t want them you don’t no I’m I’m still there I’m I’m 47 I don’t have them um you don’t want to Little Johnny uh so so or Joanna that’s that’s great and that’s usually what what everyone says and uh I I got to tell you it’s it’s it’s not the easiest out there because you know um a a lot of why we’re here is is to reproduce uh I have a certain curiosity about life and I also know I also know the investment that it takes and my biggest fear