um honestly I think it’s a greater capacity of love than I’ve ever felt before and so I think I’m creating a lot of my most vulnerable music and I’m really creating from the deepest place of my heart that I never was able to touch before I mean I’ve experienced a lot of like heartbreak suffering um struggles but I’ve never lived the way you know a Mothers live it’s like how people say you really don’t understand until you experience it so I I I love it even I mean since I was pregnant I felt like I was writing best music when I was pregnant to now I feel like it’s my best music yeah