[Music] I’ve been holding my stomach in for so long don’t even notice I’m doing it anymore I work out hard seven days a week but I don’t feel any differently I wonder if I’ll ever change [Music] don’t think I can live this way I wake up hating my body scared that there’s nothing that’ll make it better if I’m not happy and skinny quiet and pretty do I even matter I been hungry when I go to sleep B in my tongue so it’s it’s going to bleed I’m killing myself but I don’t think it’s helping at all trying to be small walk over me and I take it so politely cuz I still care what they thinking if they like me I used to smile and show my teeth now I don’t smile at anything I wonder if I’ll ever [Music] change I don’t want to be this way I wake up hating my body scar that there’s nothing that’ll make it better if I’m not happy and skinny quiet and pretty do I even matter he been hungry when I go to sleep B in my Tong so it’s it’s going to bleed I’m killing myself but I don’t think it’s helping at all trying to be everything that makes me sad a therapist of punching bag wish I could eat and I feel bad where I’m going to scream no one’s ever listening and they don’t care it’s killing me as long as I can sing then life is a dream but I wake up hating my body scared that there’s nothing that’ll make it better if I’m not happy and skin quiet and pretty do I even matter I been hungry when I go to sleep bite in my tongue so it’s sh going to bleed I’m killing myself but I don’t think it’s helping at all I’m killing myself and I don’t think it’s healthy at all trying into be small