after Matthew passed away there were marathons and I wanted to watch grieving remembering all that and just enjoying and celebrating you know and boy I appreciated everybody on it like Matt laon is making me laugh out loud Jennifer come on she’s so good look what she just did she’s so good and Courtney it’s like oh my God you’re hilarious Matthew of course at the time he was blowing me away you know the episodes I’ve never seen wow that’s mindblowing