so that was the record company saying you should do a Christmas album and I was like I don’t know that I should at this juncture because you know I was very young and was just starting out and I felt like people do Christmas albums later in their lives but you know now people have started to do them whenever like right at the top of their career so I mean what was I feeling like I I was kind of I was a little bit apprehensive and then I was like I love this and I decorated the studio and just had the best time and like in hindsight obviously you really embraced it and you you were happy with that decision even though maybe you had some reluctance initially yes I was I’m very happy with that decision