it wasn’t too too early just to be clear but it definitely triggered it like I got um Cyber Bullied really bad the day before I went into labor it was really really stressful and I think it was a lot of contributing factors other than just that I think um all that we’ve seen over the whole course of 2020 was really hard but that kind of just put me over the edge and it was really really hard yes do you ever feel like like why am I doing this is it worth it all the time I always all the time I wonder if it’s worth it but then I see you know this whole cowboy Carter album come out and see people like Britney Spencer and see people like Tanner Adell and um shozi and Willie Jones like have people that see them and love them like that is that makes it all worth it no matter who gets the credit for it or not