now that you’re here you’ve arrived you’ve done it is it what you expected is it what you wanted wow that is a very thoughtful question um you know I always say this but I feel like in the past few years everything in my life has changed and simultaneously nothing has changed like my career is different I go to a new city like every week and meet all these fun people and meet all my idols and stuff um but at the end of the day I’m also just hanging out with the same three people that I’ve always hung out with and like writing songs alone in my bedroom so um just a little bit of a Paradox in way