I was just being greedy I wasn’t protecting her and protecting those vows she was awesome she really was it was all me I had the perfect situation wife was finer than a mug kept giving me baby still finer than a mug I had it all and I don’t make excuses I know I’m messed up I was lost 76,000 ft house by yourself lost no kids go to the gym nobody’s playing in the gym you go to their room nobody’s there you start to feel it