joking I wish I was joking this was a reoccurring thing for like at least a semester maybe a year honestly maybe more I’m not sure but happened every time and I know they thought it was Dumb and I like kind of knew it was dumb but I was like I don’t care I like want to get done up cuz I’m always stuck in my house all right this other time literally keeps me up at night so I’m at this YouTube like retreat with a bunch of other YouTubers that are like way bigger than me way more established I’m like oh my gosh this is so cool I’m not I’m getting homeschooled so this is like kind of intimidating environment for me right but it’s like this this Retreat where people get to connect and talk about their experience being an online Creator anyway on the little pamphlet thing it says that there is like a group therapy thing to talk about some of your struggles and at this time I’m like really struggling with some of the things that people on the internet are like doing to me you guys kind of know situations about stuff but like just like not being very nice which I it’s the Internet it’s fine I got that but it was like going to be nice to be able to like Express that on