mommy and daddy have got something to tell you both yeah we’ve been telling a few little fibs this year okay number one we’re not really going to the dentist okay we’re going somewhere else yeah so you know all year we said we haven’t really had any pennies and we haven’t been able to do things and like we didn’t go on holiday well it’s cuz we’ve been saving up to do something so you’re going to need these and Ella I need you to read that out that’s puppies don’t open it yet and that’s Ella’s right go on then I need you to read it out to Poppy what are we doing poppy we’re going to [Music] Disneyland we’re Disneyland Paris it’s like we just made the biggest core memory you could ever make for a child we’ve had this booked since January we’ve been so good all summer we’ve not really gone anywhere we’ve not done anything we’ve just been like saving hard and they’re going to think they’re going to the dentist they’re not the whole way there you know we were just getting like can’t believe we’re going to Disney I can’t believe we’re going to the actual Disney and you know I was a mess when we got there their little faces just I can’t even describe it to you it I couldn’t talk about it for a good couple of weeks when we got back I know that sounds really dramatic it just made me well up every time when you’re in a place like Disney it’s like the outside world just doesn’t exist you’re in that moment you’re enjoying it you know the kids are just taking everything in all the parades it’s it’s just magical I know some people do this all the time and they go you know some people do Disney you know a couple of times a year but for us it really was you know something that we didn’t think we’d be able to do I’m in my early 30s same as my husband that’s the first time we’ve left the country together and I’m not ashamed to say that times can be really hard please don’t ever think for one minute that by you not taking your kids somewhere like that makes you by any means a bad parent you know I used to look at my husband and be like imagine taking your kids to Disney you know imagine that feeling and I’ve done it and whether it takes you a year 2 years 20 years you know it it doesn’t make a difference it really doesn’t it’s about just spending time with your children um I find is is so valuable and you know whether it’s watching a Disney movie with some popcorn you know I just think that’s all they want isn’t it it’s time but honestly it was just a moment I don’t think we’ll ever ever forget and even now I said to them the other day you know oh we’ve got the dentist in a couple of weeks and they both went I was like no no no we really we really do have the dentist I promise you we’re not going to this [Music]