you know uh I remember going into that Buffalo game and I was told I was going to be benched for the next nine games if I didn’t you you know change my injury guarantee and I was like all right I’m I’m G I’m just going to play my best ball and not worry about the distractions or anything outside and keep it internal and just play ball and and I knew that that may be the end in that moment I didn’t want to believe it and I wasn’t going to let anybody else feel it or sense it in in the time those games but um you know the only guy that knew was cland and uh I think a big part of it was understanding that we there was still a mission to be done and my belief is I was going to give my all to Denver when I had it and just give my all every day and that’s all you can give sometimes um and I think the big part of it was I knew that the next opportunity was going to come my way when it did I was going to make the most of it