uh that experience for me it’s um I feel very lucky before every game and every day I just I just uh say thanks and you know remember that I’m I’m one of the luckiest persons alive and that I have the chance to to live this incredible life so being uh I I I must say being recognized as as such is secondary compared to being uh to living through these experiences these uh there um how do you say these uh you know tough moments um tough opposition it’s uh being recognized as such is secondary living that as a dream is uh is what I feel