I hope that you allow me to go home today and and just trust in me to just do the right thing and never see you again unless it’s unless it’s at a you know bar in the future or something just out of this type of situation I promise you I won’t ever be in this type of situation again I’m I’m going away I’ve learned from my mistakes you know I come from nothing and I’ve made something and I didn’t take full advantage of it I’m sorry