[Music] this old bloody thing this old thing has been the center of my brain for the past six 7even years but weirdly not this year no in March I silently decided I’d take a real step back from it all I don’t go on social media I don’t really do anything online now besides this posting you know here on YouTube and in that space away from it all it’s really allowed me some time to think about what it means to be a YouTuber for some very well-needed context uh this is the first year I started work